People around me - 6 (My brother - Situ a.k.a. Enkidy)

He is the tallest in our family(5.11″) most elegant personality. Real cool guy and he has his own prospective towards life and its problems.. He never tells anybody what is the issue with him or anybody… like all youngest ones he will fight for the slight toast and demand a larger piece and finally gets that. He is very much loved in our family. Best among all three brothers in study and have been able to crack the campus placements in his college many a times. Little moody and and a guy you will love to have caompany with.. I really miss the daily gossips during my college and school days…

People around me-5 (My brother - Nitu a.k.a Meow)

My right hand and a person who knows me very well and who has witnessed me in every worst conditions and few of te good moods.My greatest strength and the person for whom i can bet anything. A very strongly introvert kind of person and ambitious as well.Because of the health hazards to my father he is the worst sufferd man in my family. Wheather it is the first cardiac attack or the second major operation of my father he is the one who was there as the first helping hand and did to his extreames. Because if this he is somewaht depressed these days but i have faith in him. Once given an opportunity he will come with flying colors and i am waiting for the day desperately… the day is not far and i will be the happiest man on the planet that day….

People around me-4 ( Baba)

He is my father and the person i admire the most… He is truely a One man army who has won the battle and has defeated life against every odd situation. He hails form a farmer’s family but had a strong desire and will power to get educated and he did is throught MA in history and the prestigious OAS ( Orissa Administrative Service). He enjoyed his work life starting his career as a junior Clerk to the top position in Revenue department. Honesty and hardwork being his principles in life he gradually got promotions in his career in Govt of Orissa where promotions are rare. He served for an year as a junior Clerk and appered for the OAS entrance exam and cleared on the first go itself. then the path he has followed in his career is in itself is a landmark for others. After a successful career in different departments he has retired as an Additional Tehsildar in Gavt of Orissa. To speak about his personal life he reflects a dynamic personality all together and he acted like and winner. He took all the responsibilities and satisfied al his needs. Without few areas where he was ditched by few close relatives he has nothing to worry about. Always guided by his principles in life he brought up all three guys with good academic and career heights… Thank you and I love you Baba…

People around Me-3 (Meri Maa)

Main maa ke bare main kya kahoon… Maa to maa hoti hai aur ose main to kya koi bhi sahi amine main bayaan nahin kar sakta…She is very sweet and jaise maine mere pehle entry main keh chuka hon ke isaan chahe kitna bhi bada kyon na ho maa baap ke lie to wo Baccha hi rahega … to main bhi bachha hoon aur main is sakshiyat ko kaise bayaan karun… mujhe jo chahiye hota hai mangne se pehle use pata chal jata hai aur shayad isi liye ose maa kehte hain…I love you maa…

People around me-2 (Maa bhairabi)

Maa bhairabi the only goddess who provides me great shelter, who had allowed me to have a glance of her and i am greatful to her form my first breath till i am alive. Ekapad bhairabi, situated deep in my heart and with thousands of rays of hope and inspiration blesses me richly every morning and i feel her blessings every moment I live. She had brought me from scrap to the present day and have been by my side whenever i needed her blessings and she has always answered my prayers. My day stars with her prayers , continues with her blessings and ends with her blessings and she rules my dreams and my thoughts… though she is in Mantridi with in an heavenly built holiest Mandir she lives in my heart and makes me proud and the happiest man in the world. Everywhere i go and everything i think she accompanies me with her motherhood and makes me happer then and ther… I cant even thank her for what she is for me..my mother.my philosopher.my supreme guide,my dear mother goddess and the great almighty jagatjanani maa ekapada bhairabi…

Namaste namste maago sreesiddha bhairabi
Patita pabani maago parama vaishnavi
Namaste ambika maago aparna parvati
annapurna adimata namo adishakti !!!

People around me-1 (the great Ganesha)

Om shree Ganeshaya Namha…
at every momment in my life he is with me and always he is watching me and guiding me step by step… Whenver i feel depressed and down i feel some wya or the other Ganesha is there with me and he helps me in get rid of the situation and strenghthens my will power. I bow my head to him and just pray him to be with me till my last breath…

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