Saturday...

बड़े दिनों के बाद मैं आज बीमार हुआ हूँ तो पता चल रहा है की जिस्मानी दर्द के केहर क्या होता है। वैसे तो एक बीमारी ने हमेशा मुझे गले लगाये रखा है और अपने साथ ही लेके जाऊंगा पर उससे अलग आज बीमार हुआ हूँ तो कुछ अजीब तो नहीं पर दर्द हो रहा हैवैसे तो डॉक्टर से अलेर्जी है मगर सोच रहा हूँ कल उसे भी झेल लेता हूँ । सोच रहा था के कल सन्डे है और कहीं चला जाऊँ पर इस हाल मे लगता है टेलिविज़न से ही नैन मटक्का करना पड़ेगा दिन भर। आज कल बड़े बुरे ख़बरों ने मुझे घेर रखा है। दो दिन पहले रवि का भाई उस पार चला गया तो आज एक दोस्त का बाप और एक और दोस्त का ५ दिन का बेटा उस पार चला गया। वैसे तो मैं मानसिक रूप से बहुत शक्तिशाली हूँ मगर कुछ ऐसी खबरें मुझे बिचलित कर जाती हैं। आदमी कितना बड़ा क्यों ना हो और ज़िन्दगी पे कितना भी प्रभावशाली क्यों ना हो मौत पे कहाँ कभी किसीका बस चला है। अब कुछ दिन पहले की बात ले लो मैं बड़ा दुखी था क्यों की मुझे किसी ने कहा था की ज़िन्दगी मैं मैंने सबसे अनमोल चीज़ मैं बहुत ज़ल्दी खोने वाला हूँ और मैं भी उस गम मैं उदास था। फिर कहीं मेरे दिल के किसी कोने से कोई धीरे से बोला बेटा ज़िन्दगी को कौन समझ पाया है और कौन जीता है। तू भी इसे समझने की कोशिश मत कर गीता का सार याद कर और बस जीता रेह। और देखो हम जी रहे हैं ...

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the american scholl with an Obama teacher

Yesterday a video clip was shown on one of the news channels where the President of the States was addressing the US senate with both the party members present. It was such a bigger platform for the American president to address the key issues in the country.

• Education In US
• Financial Crisis
• Terrorism

Starting his speech Mr. President addressed the senate, the first lady of the US, the president and he continued. A little girl was seen besides the first lady and everybody noticed her and with question in mind they all waited till the President narrated the story behind the girl. The president looked concerned about the Education system of the country. First he narrated that the girl is a high school student whose school in placed near to a railway line. The ceiling of her school is licking and classes were paused several times a day while the train was passing by the school. When the girl asked for a remedial action she was asked to leave the school as the school authority found no solution to the persisting problem. But the brave girl took an initiative to write a letter to the senate and even she borrowed money form the school principal for the tickets of the letter. As a result of which she was asked by the president to attend the senate meet and the president addressed the country the issue of Education. After a report revealing that the number of drop outs from high school is increasing tremendously, the president seemed worried. In his speech he urged the American public not to quit school and go for a graduation. He urged the public to encourage their children for education as the country is in need of educated and responsible citizens. Assuming that the cost of education as a reason he announced that parents will be getting a fixed sum for at least three years.

Speaking on the ongoing recession the president mentioned about the bail out package which is aimed to create job opportunities in the country. Going further yesterday he announced that those companies who outsource their work, out of the US, won't be getting the tax cut. This being a prime concern may impact the share market as well. But the Obama administration looked confident and determinant to take steps to combat the on going financial conditions. This will directly affect the Indian job market as 40% of the total outsourcing companies in US, find India as the best place to invest.

Finally Mr. President announced that he is going to put an end to the ongoing war against the terrorist in Afghanistan & Iraq where the NATO & Us forces are fighting the terrorists for years. Describing terrorism as the biggest threat to the world community and Pakistan as Heaven for terrorists, the Obama administration seemed to carry on the responsibility to fight terrorism.

24th feb 09

After a week long off I am back in Office and everything was as usual except a few changes. Got the news that somebody is moving away forever and somebody is ready to blame me for the same. Anyway this is a mind set wherein I am not been able to think so much. I am just letting things happen as its coming to me and the best what i can offer it at that point of time.I don't know if this is right or wrong but the way I am taking life, is not at all satisfactory to my willingness. It may seem that I am happy and healthy as ever but there might be something else in real life. I am not getting any taste in life and day by day it seems I am a burden on life but what to do, I cant do anything. the masala in life is missing. I am trying my level best to create interest in life but hardly getting any success. I don't know which way i am going, whether its right or wrong but I am just rolling the time. Hope to have good times back again.

its pooja's marrige today...

I wished Pooja a happy married life and she was too excited and happy for this...
May god bless her...

the day that was...

The week long client audit has started up and everybody is being screwed up these days. From Operation to management, from Quality to Hr everybody is getting to know where is the process guideline and where is the industry standards against our own regular practice. Being held for the first time in the history of Redington, everybody is surprised to have this kind of response from the client. But one thing is sure we all are set to make the process error free and to streamline it. It was first the Hr who got the axe from the auditors and i Noted down the loopholes and will make the necessary thing to get the process streamlined. We had our process according to our parent company and not as of the client. But as per the business needs we will transform the process & make new policies towards a better client process implementation. The operation is worse and so as the quality. But we all are in one platform to bring back the floor onto a better position. One thing is sure that people do change in as time passes. Personally I got few clarifications from life and i think this is called experience and it has price as well. I feel lucky to get to know life in a cheaper price. This is the first time i got to know the best people sing different tunes on the same platform & I learn to abide by the rules...

The reports are going to come tomorrow and then the axe of the management...

Hope to have a better time thereafter.

I think we are screwed up...

Today i lost one last supporting hand to my emotional & stastical measures.They were our very own Uncles,who were there in our thick n thins but I hope they are fed up with our legacy and well being. Anyway where everybody is in a way out of us then why to worry about it.But it pains when somebody so close ditches you. For me he, who who dithces goowill stands nowhere ann this time the uncles have done that. Anyway i will be there always for thses people...

The upcoming Client Audit

these days the client audit is going to happen in my company and everybody from the manager to the it admin is busy in compiling & segregating data. This is for the first time we are having such an audit and we all are set to make it a success. This will certify our process and will define our services in the industry. Being in hr, i am too much worried about the audit and many a things related to that. This is the first time i got a glimpse of the strategic hr things and I liked it. But the same is more critical then the front end Hr things. from data feeding to the new policy making i found the only thing that counts is experience and nothing else.Anyway this will give us a standardization and the basic norms will be all set for the process. Everybody is putting his best foot forward to put the first impression. Again there are many a loopholes in the process which will be raised up buy the client and we are all set to implement the inputs given by the client for the betterment of the process and the overall organization. Lets hope for the best results