Happy New Year

This has been a good week so far and with many memories to recall. Also when the year is heading to welcome another, its time to sit aside and chalk out a way ahead.
Yes, its been a happening year and will be remembered for a lifetime with instances. The year which made a defining change in the way I used to see life with ease and I must say there has been so clarity in people's perceptions that I must thank god for the time passed.
A year which made me a better man and my way of seeing life has a mature stage. But yes lessons learnt are a lifetime treasure and will definitely helpful. With a clear vision now i feel a bit relaxed of the complexities and will cheer the new year with arms wide open....

Happy New Year...

My well wishers and dearest Spam inbox...

I was little worried, rather fed up with the daily routine office home dinner days and was looking for few out of box thought. Hence suddenly I went out of box, i mean to say inbox and peeped in to my Spam folder. I was amazed to see I have so many engagements to address. I read them one by one and after 15-20 minutes I was really refreshed up. Then someone behind my two ears told me "boss Don't you worry always, we are there for you".

       Next I headed to the kitchen and in next five minutes back on the couch with a cup of BRU. And instantly i started correlating the spams with a real life scenario and for the rest of the day it was a wonderful day as always. To mention few utter correlation let me brief...

I was worried about how all my investments reap in future, there i could see Richard was offering his services for free of cost where he earned 2380 in one day in share trading. I was relieved.

Next I was worried of the day to day activities in my office and a little worried what the new boss and the new FY has stock for me and was little worried of the job security. But again the answer came from my spams. TOYOTA COMPANY LIMITED in the states is offering me employment and salary is 80000 dollar per month with accommodation. Then i told myself why to worry. Next worry was hot to address the corpus requirement for a family vacation and other expanses. to answer there was a renowned holiday country club offering free membership for lifetime. So next moment I planned to visit Shimla and relax. Finally I thought of what I am inheriting from my grandparents and next I read my distant aunt is seeking my help to transfer her millions of funds as it of no use to her and died. This was like a lottery for me where I have won the jackpot. I was in the seventh heaven reading this. There were few mails too asking for some help, but when i have the jackpot i can discount them by rendering little money to them. After all I an Indian and for us giving is investment with ROI calculations too.

Now I am going to complaint google and other mail domain providers for creating this span folder to hide all such most valuable e mails for me. If i don't get a satisfactory answer I will sue them and before doing that I will discuss with all my spam well wishers the amount to claim by the law suit.

Cheers

Long live my well wishers

long live Spammers.

Tried my voice after long...

I don't know what happened but I was in mood after long and started murmuring a romantic number & recorded. To my surprise my voice too i could not identify... the roughness in my vice and the unnecessary added noise just repeatedly told me ...this not you. Time was there when I used to love my voice and used to murmur alongside every melodious number and people often suggested me to try my hands in playback... but i used to avoid it laughing at my own voice. But definitely in all these days i am really laughing at my voice. By the way here is the track...

Badlapur & my Dreams

I have always been in to my childhood dreams and I keep dreaming. It was "Badlapur" the movie I watched yesterday night and with a heavy heart I slept. And in the late hours it was a horrible dream that woke me up and i was little weeping to find someone near me. I agree it was a good script to see but I won't agree that it has an impact on my dreams.

May be its the worrying number of deaths due to H1N1 and my running nose. I was worried and thought to see a doctor but the who cares attitude pushed me to attend office instead.

Oops, I was telling about my dreams.. usually it is said that dreams are imaginary ideas of a complicated psychology that runs in our unconscious mind...but is it correct ?

For instance I once dreamed of getting my leg broken and it was after two weeks I got a ligament break in my left let. And some years ago I dreamed that one in my family expired and exactly in next 15 days a distant relative died. These instances have kept alive in me the idea of dreams into reality. I don't know to what extent it was correct to say but I really started thinking negatively.

Anyway,to tell you,yesterday too i witnessed a death and I don't want to believe or expect the same in real life too. May my fundas in dream and life take a pause and give way to a happening life...

Cheers.

 Life gives a power packed punch every time I try to learn a bit about it and yes. Again it happened... I just take a shot from life and analyse and understand how it is...but the more i think, uglier results confuse me. Relationships particularly has kept me always way far from understanding myself.

its Always better to give it in full swing without any hope and it comes clean, things will work. Always focus on giving it all in the first shot further it always works...

समझने समझाने को फुर्सत कहाँ है अब,

आ ज़िन्दगी एक दुसरे से पंगे तो लें। 

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