Happy New Year

This week has been a gentle breeze, carrying memories that linger like whispers of time. As the year bows gracefully to welcome another, I find myself pausing—quietly sketching the path ahead.

What a year it has been! A tapestry woven with moments that will live forever in the corridors of my mind. A year that reshaped the way I once viewed life—turning simplicity into depth, and uncertainty into clarity. For this, I raise my heart in gratitude to the divine for every passing second.

This year carved a better version of me, ripening my thoughts with maturity and wisdom. The lessons learned are not mere fragments—they are treasures, etched in gold, guiding me through the labyrinth of tomorrow.

And now, with vision clear and spirit light, I stand at the threshold of a new dawn—arms wide open, ready to embrace the unknown, to dance with hope, and to celebrate life in all its hues.

Happy New Year...

My well wishers and dearest Spam inbox...

I was little worried, rather fed up with the daily routine office home dinner days and was looking for few out of box thought. Hence suddenly I went out of box, i mean to say inbox and peeped in to my Spam folder. I was amazed to see I have so many engagements to address. I read them one by one and after 15-20 minutes I was really refreshed up. Then someone behind my two ears told me "boss Don't you worry always, we are there for you".

       Next I headed to the kitchen and in next five minutes back on the couch with a cup of BRU. And instantly i started correlating the spams with a real life scenario and for the rest of the day it was a wonderful day as always. To mention few utter correlation let me brief...

I was worried about how all my investments reap in future, there i could see Richard was offering his services for free of cost where he earned 2380 in one day in share trading. I was relieved.

Next I was worried of the day to day activities in my office and a little worried what the new boss and the new FY has stock for me and was little worried of the job security. But again the answer came from my spams. TOYOTA COMPANY LIMITED in the states is offering me employment and salary is 80000 dollar per month with accommodation. Then i told myself why to worry. Next worry was hot to address the corpus requirement for a family vacation and other expanses. to answer there was a renowned holiday country club offering free membership for lifetime. So next moment I planned to visit Shimla and relax. Finally I thought of what I am inheriting from my grandparents and next I read my distant aunt is seeking my help to transfer her millions of funds as it of no use to her and died. This was like a lottery for me where I have won the jackpot. I was in the seventh heaven reading this. There were few mails too asking for some help, but when i have the jackpot i can discount them by rendering little money to them. After all I an Indian and for us giving is investment with ROI calculations too.

Now I am going to complaint google and other mail domain providers for creating this span folder to hide all such most valuable e mails for me. If i don't get a satisfactory answer I will sue them and before doing that I will discuss with all my spam well wishers the amount to claim by the law suit.

Cheers

Long live my well wishers

long live Spammers.

Tried my voice after long...

I don't know what happened but I was in mood after long and started murmuring a romantic number & recorded. To my surprise my voice too i could not identify... the roughness in my vice and the unnecessary added noise just repeatedly told me ...this not you. Time was there when I used to love my voice and used to murmur alongside every melodious number and people often suggested me to try my hands in playback... but i used to avoid it laughing at my own voice. But definitely in all these days i am really laughing at my voice. By the way here is the track...

Badlapur & my Dreams

I’ve always been deeply connected to my childhood dreams, and I still find myself dreaming often. Last night, I watched the movie Badlapur and went to bed with a heavy heart. In the late hours, a disturbing dream woke me up—I was even a little teary, wishing someone was nearby. While I agree the movie had a strong script, I don’t believe it influenced my dreams.

Perhaps it’s the rising number of H1N1-related deaths and my own nagging cold that had me worried. I even considered seeing a doctor, but my usual “who cares” attitude pushed me to head to the office instead.

Anyway, back to dreams… People often say dreams are just imaginary fragments of our unconscious mind—but is that really true?

For instance, I once dreamed about breaking my leg, and two weeks later, I suffered a ligament tear in my left leg. Years ago, I dreamed of a family member passing away, and within 15 days, a distant relative died. These experiences have kept alive the thought that dreams might sometimes turn into reality. I’m not sure how accurate that is, but it has made me think negatively at times.

And yesterday, I dreamed of death again. I sincerely hope it doesn’t manifest in real life. May these unsettling thoughts pause and make way for a happier, more vibrant life ahead.

Cheers.

 Life gives a power packed punch every time I try to learn a bit about it and yes. Again it happened... I just take a shot from life and analyse and understand how it is...but the more i think, uglier results confuse me. Relationships particularly has kept me always way far from understanding myself.

its Always better to give it in full swing without any hope and it comes clean, things will work. Always focus on giving it all in the first shot further it always works...

समझने समझाने को फुर्सत कहाँ है अब,

आ ज़िन्दगी एक दुसरे से पंगे तो लें। 

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