Badlapur & my Dreams

I have always been in to my childhood dreams and I keep dreaming. It was "Badlapur" the movie I watched yesterday night and with a heavy heart I slept. And in the late hours it was a horrible dream that woke me up and i was little weeping to find someone near me. I agree it was a good script to see but I won't agree that it has an impact on my dreams.

May be its the worrying number of deaths due to H1N1 and my running nose. I was worried and thought to see a doctor but the who cares attitude pushed me to attend office instead.

Oops, I was telling about my dreams.. usually it is said that dreams are imaginary ideas of a complicated psychology that runs in our unconscious mind...but is it correct ?

For instance I once dreamed of getting my leg broken and it was after two weeks I got a ligament break in my left let. And some years ago I dreamed that one in my family expired and exactly in next 15 days a distant relative died. These instances have kept alive in me the idea of dreams into reality. I don't know to what extent it was correct to say but I really started thinking negatively.

Anyway,to tell you,yesterday too i witnessed a death and I don't want to believe or expect the same in real life too. May my fundas in dream and life take a pause and give way to a happening life...

Cheers.

 Life gives a power packed punch every time I try to learn a bit about it and yes. Again it happened... I just take a shot from life and analyse and understand how it is...but the more i think, uglier results confuse me. Relationships particularly has kept me always way far from understanding myself.

its Always better to give it in full swing without any hope and it comes clean, things will work. Always focus on giving it all in the first shot further it always works...

समझने समझाने को फुर्सत कहाँ है अब,

आ ज़िन्दगी एक दुसरे से पंगे तो लें। 

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